t.g.i.-not monday

what a week. i wish i could say that i was having one of "those" weeks, but truthfully it's been one of those years so far...at the tail end of one of those lives for me. but anyway.

so what all happened? well, on the lighter side, the rest of my future is still in doubt/ jeopardy. two websites that i absolutely need finished...aren't, and that's not even the big deal. i happened to also break up (again) with a girl i haven't even been with in 6 years. go figure. so that was fun. not. my family drama has seemed to reach all new unimaginable heights. but fortunately for me i seem to have reached a place of not giving a shit. woohooo. i got asked to participate in a threesome (yes that's the first time). and bri still thinks it's ok to just ignore me. actually, i guess it is ok because that's exactly what's happening. on a lighter note, i just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance...no really. which sadly, i just realized writing this, is the highlight of my week. what does all of this add up to? well, as some of you may know, i am a recovering "stripper addict" and i feel that i might just fall off the wagon this weekend in order for me to get my equilibrium back. odd how large fake breasts seem to soothe me. or maybe not odd. but it's either that, or going to get monumentally drunk, which has its own downfalls. namely, i'll probably spend around the same amount of money buying drinks as i would getting lap dances. and then have to try and drunk drive myself home without killing anyone. i mean when was the last time you heard of someone being so intoxicated from silicone that they caused a freeway pile up? not never. so yeah, strip club it is. hell, maybe i'll meet my next ex-girlfriend.